Suspended Timeout

Saturday, August 26, 2006

Office Sucks

need not say more...just one of those days!

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Friends or Colleagues

Whom to choose from?

A friend who you just know personally, or

A colleague who works with you professionally.

A friend who is not there for you when you are working, or

A colleague who is willing to know you as a person.

A friend who is a friend and not your colleague, or

A colleague who is a colleague and your friend as well.

Finally, I am not overreacting! Its just happened too many times.

Monday, August 21, 2006

Hypocracy!

The key word here is being a hypocrite. Be it business or just anything in someone’s day to day functioning this rules!! I hate such maggots L those utter nonsense individuals who just believe in minting money and nothing else in life. Those business men, those politicians and those fools all come in this crazy category.

I want a break! A big one…want to go out but the blUdy back problem has reoccurred L L

I will take rest and give my candy a$$ to my boss L he is already fuming like a volcano right now….may I be the catalyst to a silent burn out….

Allah be praised J

Saturday, August 19, 2006

am i calling you?

The wrong part of having your name starting with "A" too many people leave their phones unlocked and you number being the first one on the list...you keep getting such wierd phone calls all the time :D

I don't mind evesdropping :D

Change of music: Elvis Presly, Such a Night (me already doing the leg shaking thingi)

Why is it a suspended timeout?

First of all I like aksing questions to myself. Then I like answering them in a wierd way, and most inportantly...i just like this.

Suspended, yes similar to the phrase "Aasman se gira Khajoor pe atka" yes its of the similar meaning like being suspended in mid-air or aloof not touching the ground...neither the ceeling.

Timeout is something you get when u have done a mistake, something wrong, or atleast when others think that you have done a mistake, but you actually haven't (you may think so)

Suspended Timeout is the constant state of mind where you don't know if you next move is going to result in something or not? BUT this is so unlike me...i like to do things without having to think about what may happen in a while or what may happen after all!

Somebody is sayin something wierd in Korean in the background...Collateral sound track but its kinda rhyming. So i don't wanna change it pretty soon...let it run.

Dark clouds overhead and I am sitting @ home, no plans made as I thought I might be working but now i m bored...sitting and doing nothing...

Then I went to soooo many blogs and read sooo many posts and their comments, the best was the fight b/w Rihit and Swetank (who this?) on Bharadwaj's blog and Sayan coming in and trying to resolve it for them.

Then there was Chandani's blog and then Neil's, Lehtrip, Aparna, Nehaa, Karthik, Ankur (this guy amuses me! pretty good posts earlier...now removed :( ), DK's photo blog and will do a bit more of reading/viewing today.

state of mind: confused
time of day: 3:30 PM
drinking: water
eating: nothing
listening to: Nirvana
reading what: blogs
doing what: wella giri
wearing what: clothes
dreaming about: Michelle :D
what i want to do: go for a ride
what am i doing: not having the ability to lift my lazy a$$ off the chair and go for a ride
play a game? yes footy!

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Trance - the state of mind

Been almost 6 hours since I had come back home and I have not had the willingness to wake up and go somewhere.

Listening to Sasha, Oakenfold and Paul Van Dyk...never appretiated trance ever like this. Its like repetitive music but certainly pullyou into a enigmatic mood. You feel like you are aloof and and top of every other thing in this world. YAll you want to fdo is get higher and higher but not stop at all.

Music has a binding and an everlasting effect, whenever I have much to do in the least possible time you will find me with my headphones on and in a 'don't mess with me mood' from office to anywhere!

ahh..its 2:00 AM now and I guess for the kite flying to happen later today I really need to do some sleeping now :)

aloof...trance ... state of mind ...

damn started viewing some ADs and lost the entire feel, back to square one!

now watchi the ghostrider...back to the state of trance :D

click-o-crazy


Ganesha - Shot during the Mumbai trip


Michelle's Tattoo - Mumbai



Happiness - Sayantani's Farewell



clicked @ India Gate... - xBhp G2G



Blonde...found on the net :)

Saturday, August 12, 2006

Party time :D

Folks out...time to party :D

Mom might kill me for doing this...but its party time

Dad might freak out...but its party time

Mich is already angry that i did not invite her, that she is in Mumbai!!...but its party time

Yipeee!!

Just got up after doing these many things: (bulleted points to continue!)
  • Wash utensils (yes i did that)
  • Got Beer (yes i did that as well)
  • Got Kababzzzz (and cooked them as well)
  • Got chips n coke etc.
  • Cleaned up the place (damn how well organized I am!! proud of myself)
  • Writing this blog entry
Sayantani has landed in Idaho! Ankur is in Olin! Robin is in Arizona and the list goes on n on....so many people out for studies/jobs in Uncel Sam land, quite a brain drain :(

Well well when will I get an opportunity to pollute that country? :P hehe

Hey! got a good CD from the net, Paul Oakenfold (though I don;t listen to much of trance but still .. its good)

Scrapped Evita, and finally made Neil talk to me. When I told this to Michelle, she said that she is proud of me! yipee!!

I can never get the apostrophe right...always have the semi-colon on don't ...aha...finally right :)

will try the photo thingi pretty soon. Its turning out to be a way to express my feelings etc. when will i get down an write some intellectual stuff?? will I ever? cuase of the kind of person I am :P

ME FIRST!!!

I told a lie to some one ... but eventually she got it out!! grrr...

The cover...or the suposedly planted cover was blown!

BTW: me listening to music @ home...want to sleep but no sleep coming :( damn damn...no one to talk to ...read BUG @ this point of time.

Took a few pictures and will take a few more...will someone help me find out how to post pictures on this blog?

me want to share my work

I feel lonely....

I am home alone! but not exactly like Macaulay Culkin . Wow! had to search for the spelling before posting his name here.

My folks and sister along with my bro in law are out for a vacation, I was also supposed to go but as it turns out, I am here and chilling out (literally) at home with a lot to do and also get some much needed rest! Two weeks of hectic and too demanding extended support shift, to co-ordinate with a very demanding client in US.

Well, heads surely have turned but lets see what happens now. I want to rest!! but at the same time I want to write this.

Also, i have been secretly sneaking up and writing unwanted comments on so many blogs :D haha!! BURAAAHHHH!!! as my office mat Puttar says :)

I had an housr long conversation with Mich....felt sooo amazing that I i wanted to speak to her again...too bad..she is studying :( Will wait and see how her exam goes.

Sayantani has landed! yipee!! and I want to meet her...already :( missing u !!

DK called from the Volvo seat...along with Prashant, he sounded like an excited kid going for a school trip!! he is bound to be, such a long and exciting trip :) damn...how the h3ll did I miss it :(

I just realized...i spelt lonely as lonley...oops will change the title back again :P

back to the point!!! i m feeling lonely..called up a few frndz for a small get together @ my place tomorrow!! i m excited n happy :D hehe

abhi ke liye bas itna...wow!! i wrote my second post!! not bad!!

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Mr. Anonymous

Anonymous

This is the first post, after being pushed and pushed and pushed even again to do something fast, I decided to give this a shot. Well sitting in office @ 2:45 AM I have a lot to do but not work :D feel like going out for a ride and have fun. Maybe the ‘wind rider’ really needs a big break.

Today is incidentally Rakhi as well! My sister was up early to do her duties and I was excited to meet her as well. The usual exchange of greetings and the stuff, and finally I dozed off as soon as she departed from the room. Was a very subdued affair.

Next came the ride to the other side of the town to meet my two darling nephews, one who just turned 5 yesterday (technically day before yesterday) this was a good experience as the journey involved crossing of the Yamuna! Well I stayed sane and used the bridge. Wanted to speed up looking at the empty road but did not do so wisely. Maybe not, but who knows.

Getting back to the point, everyone needs an inspiration, mine is not an inspiration but a lots of inspiration’S’ and constant encouragement from friends to start doing this. I have starte this, but I don’t know till how long I will be able to follow it! Aha….may the force be with me

Next up maybe tomorrow, a little bit of who I am and what I want to do.

For the moment it think I typed in too much on my first post :P